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My 2nd older brother is married now, the wedding went well for the beginning but grew a lil chaotic in the middle, it cooled down at the end and all was well. This week my sister is going to move to Texas for her job, so I had helped her moving things here and there.


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I can feel my mentality breaking down or what's left of my optimism, I really don't know how am I keeping it together still. Since when was the last time I was truly happy? I have no clue, and yet, I never had cared about that in the first place. It's always overshadowed by something on a far worse scale.

And as spring's showers bring life to summer and it's heat, things feel like they are going to get worse. I no longer have work for the time being. I should be able to get back to work at the end of June or July.

I've been doing random doodles, nothing colored. I hate the way I've been doing it, I really do. I usually work with OC with a few others or do it by myself.
On that note I really want to do some reference page but I haven't had the energy to work on it. It's not like anyone will draw me though so I shouldn't really rush it.

I'm always playing a game or two, I decided to dip my hands into World of Warcraft after a friend gave me a guest pass of it to me. But I really haven't seen them that much or they are busy with a lv 80s group raid... which is alright... I guess...
I also play Team Fortress 2, Left 4 Dead, S4 League, and a few other PC games right now. For 360 I am playing Virtual-On and Outrun2, trying to get good again or at least play them, I am also playing Patapon 2 and I'm working on to at least get Monster Hunter Freedom United.

That is pretty much it for the Season journal update.